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I Was Never Here

from I Was Never Here by ABRUPT DECAY

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Your tone of voice
Makes me wish
That I was never here
Hatred grows in inches
And I’m measuring my mirror
Having a hard time looking away
Even though it makes me feel sick
And Christ I wish that looks could do it
Because there’s so much of myself to kill

Teeth yellowed by disbelief
How could you fucking do this to me?
You’ve spent your whole life in denial
And I was just a goddamn child

Your tone of voice
Makes me wish
That I was never here
So I lose this battle with addiction
And I give in to what is near
Scars run deep for all to see
Like crossroads, genetic history
I’ll never love my fucking self
You don’t know what this means to me

I couldn't tell you how I really felt
Because you made me think I was the problem
Now that I'm older and I’m thinking it over
I know that I've finally solved them

With you

You’re killing me

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from I Was Never Here, released May 13, 2022
Produced, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Scott Bennett and Abrupt Decay
Additional engineering by Shaun O'Shaughnessy
All album and single art by Jeff Lysz
All songs written and recorded by Abrupt Decay at Interim Music in Calgary, Alberta

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