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Dyspnea (feat. THRTDSPLY)

from I Was Never Here by ABRUPT DECAY

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lyrics

Locked away
In a chastity belt of casual sex
My mind is a mess and I think that it's time to put it to rest
I hate that I'd be a bed for you but not for myself
As a crippling chill covers me I'm fucking stressed

It's a shaking, a screaming, a feeling of dread
Shame that will not leave me till I cease to exist
It shoots up my back to the base of my neck
Giving hold for the rope that I'll hang myself with

I am nothing but my failures
Conquered in a bedroom of sin and regret
I look for a sign to heal me
Drown me in the exudate that effuses my chest
I speak only in tongues of deceit

Dyspneic
Seizing
Adult
Teething
Let me
Cave in
No more
Breathing

And here I stand
Face to face with what I've always been
A God-fearing masochist
From a Latter-Day suffered upbringing
Guilty, shameful, snapped like a twig

Symmetry in motion of self hate dehisced
And you're someone I couldn't care about
Caught in the mix
Guilty, shameful, you'll never learn

I'll never learn

I am not a man
I am not a home
I am a black hole

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from I Was Never Here, released May 13, 2022
Produced, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Scott Bennett and Abrupt Decay
Additional engineering by Shaun O'Shaughnessy
Additional vocals by THRTDSPLY
All album and single art by Jeff Lysz
All songs written and recorded by Abrupt Decay at Interim Music in Calgary, Alberta

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