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Whispers
03:07
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Looking for a way to describe
The emptiness that’s consuming my life
It shouldn’t come as a surprise
That I might reach and claw and pry
And still want out of this life
It’s an absence of light
I’m contorted and molded into something I don’t recognize
I guess I’m feeling alright
If alright is redefined as fucking waiting to die
Even in my dreams it waits for me
The endless peaks of nothingness
My wrists are slit to pay the price
Until I’m ordained as a coward in gods eyes
I have no control in what He sees
I’m a whisper of who I used to be
What’s the point, of being me?
When the things that I have loved become a pyrrhic victory
As It Came for Me, So Shall It Come for You
Forced into the eye of the needle
Breathe in, breathe out
Let go
I want out
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Yeah
My body is broken
Fever burns me to silt
You don’t have to tell me that my life’s falling apart
I’m dehydrated and intumesce and I have given up
Wan and mottled patchwork skin, it’s lacework is undone
Seizing from the bursting vessel, bleeding from my cuts
Everything turns red
There’s a drill pressed to my skull
Hypoxic and malignant
My meninges have swelled shut
You don’t have to tell me that my life’s falling apart
You don’t have to tell me that my life’s falling apart
I am painfully aware of all the fluid I have lost
You don’t have to tell me that my life’s falling apart
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Romancer
In love with every lie you’ve told
From the water flows a river forth
Familiar
Recede back to your home alone
Dissembling
And I’m coming apart just to forget
That I’m sorry
But I don’t think that I can agree
I’d hate to criticize your precious norms
Not sorry
Now get the fuck away from me
Commit to live a lie you’ve always told
Pirouette
Dance around a truth that you ignore
There’s nothing else I know you’d rather do
Discarding
Discarding people through untruth
Mendacious
And you’re fucking lying to yourself
I’m sorry
But I don’t think that I can agree
I’d hate to criticize your precious norms
Not sorry
Now get the fuck away from me
Commit to live a lie you’ve always told
Your fragile world of fiction
Slipping through your teeth and fooling no one
Every part of you exposing the guise
Don’t act surprised
When you’re finally forced to face the fire
It’s all just fiction
I’m sorry
But I don’t think that I can agree
I’d hate to criticize your precious norms
Not sorry
Now get the fuck away from me
Commit to live a lie you’ve always told
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4. |
The Garden of Gethsemane
02:30
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Please keep this
Between us
You wouldn’t want
The lord to find out, do you?
My word is
Breathed out by god
So be steadfast
And hold your peace, my son
Just do this for me
Leave room for my wrath for it is written
It is mine to avenge, I will repay
Spitting in the face of your god through your abuse then say the lord works in mysterious ways
Don’t you deny it
Enough with the lies you tell
God put me on this earth to keep you from hurting anyone else
Beads of sweat
Will hit the ground
Like drops of blood
Now get ready to enter my kingdom, you fucking bitch
Walk beside me
I will be your garden of Gethsemane
The lord works in mysterious ways
And now he works through me
I will spill your blood upon your rosaries
For every single fucking thing you took from me
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5. |
Straight to Hell
05:42
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